Hey everyone, I've been on meds for 2 months.
Celexa and Trazodone.
My anxiety is under control, my blood pressure is normal, (always been very high!!) My migraines are minimal.
I now feel like I am a lazy, uncaring, unmotivated person.
I haven't cut myself since I was 25, now 44. I want to very badly.
If this is the real me, I hate me! I have never in my life been lazy. I have never took meds prescribed regularly either. I was in a very, very bad place a couple months ago, maybe like a zombie? Now, I really see no reason for the day to day, is this me??? Can anyone help? Any suggestions? I want to see dr. again, but for some reason, my insurance hasn't paid them yet, although I am covered 70/30. I am very, very, angry also, thanks for any suggestions!