kj, maybe the laziness and un-motivation are side-effects of the medication you're taking. I'd talk to your doctor about this. Maybe there are other medications that'll prove to be better suited to you. It can often take a long time before you find the right combination of meds that work best for you. With me it took more than three years. For some people it takes longer than for others, and what works for one person won't necessarily work for another. Hang in there, you'll find what works best for you. It can be pretty rough, and frustrating, but it'll happen. It might not take you very long at all, though. Everyone's different. Just hang in there, and things will sort themselves out.