I actually didnt realise that not eating was classed as sh'ing. Since Oct 13 i have been on the new meds and I have no appetite at all and often my mum or my sister brings food around and they eat with me just to make sure i eat. grrr.

Have 'done' my back again with a knife coz i am stressing about lack of money and christmas approaching. I want to wake up on January 2, 2006 and not before.