hello.. i have served int he military..and no im not dealing with PTSD..i didnt see combat. my service was one of my high points in my life and i dont like the person in which i've become. things didnt bother me in the past now im riddled with depression. i take it out on my fiance (not physically) but my mood swings are awful. she's been one of 3 supportive people i have near me. and i dont want to run her off or anyone but i've become anti-social. i feel hopeless 90% of the time. im highly irratable,just a ball of emotion and its all pinned in. i have asked for help and all i get is..oh you're ok nothings wrong. if nothing is wrong why do i feel the way i do. this has even touched my performance at work. i used to hold my head high,now it hangs low. i feel that noone cares nor do they understand or wish to listen. i feel ALONE and afraid alot of the time. i feel pathetic