I met this friend online a while ago and we became close friends. It is rare for me to let myself get close to someone. But we had so many things in comment and she was so kind, so lovable. Me and this online friend made a deal. We both agreed that we wouldn't quit if the other didn't.

The thing is I lost contact with her. I haven't heard from her for a long time now. Her last words to me was she was quitting, she couldn't deal with life anymore.

Lately she keeps bouncing in my mind. Is she dead or alive? What about our deal? Do I quit too? That was the deal.