Thanks Rohag  I really appreciate it. I just wish I could schedule this meltdown for hopefully Saturday to Sunday.... I have a New Years Party to go to on Friday, and I don't want to be sad for it. Being around my friends helps so much, and that's why I try to always be with them. The husband doesn't really help me, since he thinks that I'm not really needing to be on my medicine. He thinks that I'm just stressed from work.
I think I really just need a small vacation alone. But I know he won't let that happen. He'll probably think I'm cheating on him.
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A good friend once told me: All the things that you are doing for others DO NOT GO IN VAIN, and it may seem that you are not getting a return, but you are, maybe not now, but God never lets any good deed go unrewarded.
"How can I feel abandoned, even when the world surrounds me;
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me;
How can I know so many; never really knowing anyone;
If I seem superhuman I have been Misunderstood."
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