I don't know what triggered this one. I've been having melt down problems on and off since Christmas Eve. I thought I was fine after chatting with my hermana on facebook Christmas night. We got a really bad snow storm and the winds were really strong and I get easily scared when the winds are howling and we had two power surges last night that scared be because they happened during the strong howling winds. I'm so used to chatting with her practically every day and this isn't something I'm used to. I was hoping I wouldn't have any more melt downs because she won't be reachable from the 31st till at least Jan. 6th. And she's the only person in my life who is openly loving and understands what I'm going through, and understands what it's like to having melt downs and flashbacks.