i'm so sick and tired of not having any money. friday is payday, and we're going to have 150$. woohoo. how are we going to pay all the bills and get food? it's that damn truck my hsuband bought. the payments are killing us. he knows it was a mistake, but now there's nothing we can do about it. we tried trading it in for something cheaper, but they wont' let us. noone will because of our mortgage situation. makes no sense. i know we made a lot fo mistakes, but we learned from it. we're ready to move forward. but it's so damn hard. the tax chek won't even cover everything. we're too far behind. plus, we need money to get us through february. husband's retirement pay won't kick in until march, and his new job hasn't even started yet. i don't want to worry about money anymore. i want to get this all straightened out, have a fresh start.