g'day everyone,
I'm Nick, I'm 15 and I'm from Brisbane, Australia

My problem is this...

For awhile now, I have been consumed by the thought that I'm a paedophile (Before I go any further, I just want to clarify that I feel a sexual relationship with a child is physically, emotionally and morally wrong). I've just had this platonic attraction to boys my age and younger. What makes this more akward is that I am still somewhat sexually attracted to females although unlike most people my age, I really don't want to be in a relationship with one (I do, however have quite a few female friends). My upbringing is and has been normal, I've got plenty of great friends but this feeling that I'm different is really consuming everything and everyday just feels like a blur. I know in future I want to get married and have children of my own (peferably boys) but I just find it unusual that I have these feelings and I really just want to be like other guys my age. I'm currently taking Talohexal for depression.

Anyway, I hope you kinda get what I'm trying to say.

Cheers,
Nikko