(((Stormy))) Thank you TONS for your reply!!! You made all the pieces go back together in my mind. It is like you said and I knew that! But my feelings were not in synch. Now it is like you validated those emotions and still helped me see the rational part of this. Thanks very much! I worried about posting this because I didn't want anyone to read it and wonder about their own T. Now I am very glad I went ahead and posted with the trigger so I could see what you and others thought!

You guys are so awesome!