Hi Sleeps,

I'm sure sorry to hear that you're not feeling well...hope you can have some chicken soup and get some rest! And I hope you'll be feeling better soon.

I'm also sure sorry to hear about the incident with your dog. It sounds like that was really, really hard. I hope today will be a better day for you and your dog, both!

I wonder if it is possible to talk with your T about the feelings you have without "blowing up" at him. At least when I was talking with my T, I told him I felt angry, and we talked about it, but there wasn't a big argument or yelling or anything. But we did talk quite a bit this time about what was going on. Your T may be able to help you find ways to talk about this, or write about it, without getting too upset if that is what worries you.

I also know you need to do what is best for you, and talking with your T about what has been happening might not be the best thing.

Do take care of yourself, and I sure hope you'll be feeling better soon....

Take care,
ErinBear