Hi Nikko, I'm so glad you are asking for input at your young age.... an age where everything is up in the air as far as knowing who you are in relationsip to the world. Rampaging hormones, and who knows what images from the media and your cultural environment....... it's you job, as it were, to sort the whole lot out. Pick and choose what to try, what to discard, where you "draw your lines in the sand"....
I'm so very glad you have no interest in becoming a pedophile. My dad was one and I'm still paying the price.
Theoretically, we are born bisexual, open to loving whomever we connect with whenever we connect. So, feeling attractions to girls AND boys your age is not unusual.
Have you access to couseling? Someone to help you sort the jumble of your feelings? Thank you for reaching out here, very good first step. I'm proud of you.
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