I saw my doctor this morning and the cause of this is an "explosion".....what happened is that I had bottled up too much for too long. I'm still barely able to function and I'm pretty much shutting down emotionally and psychologically. I'm not eating or drinking more than once a day, and even then it's not that much. The worst part is that there's nothing anyone can to right now. There's no medication that will help me feel better and talking to some support people in real life isn't helping, and talking to those people usually does help me. I did talk to my hermana this morning and that only helped me feel a little bit better. Usually it would cheer me up completely. The only suggestion my doctor had was for me to take things one minute at a time. Which pretty much sucks.