I agree with both sides here. You sound exactly the way I felt in highschool. Alone and lonely. I felt there way no one who heard or understood me, I wasn't sure if anyone actually even saw me. I was quite sure no one really cared one way or the other about me. I think there are a lot of us who go thru this in highschool, but I don't think it's normal, or that it has to be this way. I think I was quite depressed at that time, and could have really used someone to talk to. I wish I could have found then what I have now, the ear of an excellent therapist.

Please, talk to someone, your family, a teacher, your physician, anyone who will listen and help you find someone to talk to on a regular basis. Therapists have a way of helping you see things more clearly, of helping you to feel that there is hope. He or she will listen without judgement to anything you have to say. They will help you on the dark days and will be happy to celebrate your bright days.

Hoping your days get better, Quay