My mind is confused and I have a strong feeling of being all empty inside. Days are running by, life goes on...but where am I?! Can´t think straight! Feel so useless, bored...! Seems like I can do nothing right. I feel locked up inside myself! Where´s the key??? I really love people and I try to be good to people... but I probably care too much. People seem to take me for granted... I´ve spoiled them! I hate myself for not being able to at least once in a while think about myself and not trying to help every person I meet. I know that it´s a good thing, loving other people, but I have to learn to love myself too. It´s so hard!

Thank you for being here, you all!

Ninni