Very mixed year for me.

Struggled first half of the year with relapses & a depressive episode.

Got fired (restructuring) end of June, got very drunk and crashed my car in what all my Dr's thought was a suicide attempt.

Went IP for a month and adjusted my meds.

Forced into going to the hospital daily for supervised antabuse.

2'nd half of year high anxiety & freak outs due to job hunting, but at the same time no symptoms of depression & suicidal thoughts gone for first time in years. Involved in all sorts of interesting courses. Got back into AA heavily.

End of year good. Almost 6 months sober. Depression still completely in remission, no suicidal thoughts, got a good job starting in Jan. and had a nice Christmas with friends & will go to a nice New Year's eve party with friends.