Well, I'm 3 weeks cut-free. Although I do enjoy my cutting, it's nice to not have to do it. I know in my head that it's healthier not to cut, but my heart says otherwise. You guys know the drill...your head and your heart never seem to agree. At least that's how it is with me.

The only time I seem to cut is when me and my boyfriend fight now. We fight every 2 weeks but the last time I was able to fight off the urge to cut. I was just too angry and annoyed to do it. It's usually when I'm hurt and feeling all alone that I do it anymore. Like I really cut and everything when he called me an abomination.

I'm working on not cutting for now. So wish me luck.