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Dec 29, 2010, 10:31 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Of COURSE you belong here!! Nothing - absolutely NOTHING - is a mistake in God's world. You were put here for a reason - now it's up to you to find out what that reason is. Perhaps you were put here to entertain; perhaps it is to help other people; whatever it is, we KNOW it has to do with other people because you're "people oriented." You don't have to figure it out right this minute - you're still pretty young! You can change your mind a dozen times before you decide what your calling really is. 
And screw your best friend ~ you feel what you feel - it's as simple as that. You aren't here to amuse her. You can't help what you feel. How about next time she has a "down" day, you tell HER to knock it off!!! It would serve her right. Sheeesh. Where does she come off saying that to you anyway!!
You are NOT worthless - you are as worthy as anyone else on earth! You're just having a bad day and we ALL have those. I hate Christmas too - the holidays always bring me down and have since I was a little kid. It will take me awhile to get over the holiday blues.
You belong here as much as anyone else does. As I said, you have a job to do - God put you here for a reason - and you have to figure out what it is. I didn't figure out what my job was until I was in my 30's. Mine was helping other people by whatever means. I was an Optician for years, so i helped people see. That really made me feel good and it helped lots of folks. You'll find something like that too I suspect - only I'll bet it's more in the entertainment business. You WILL make it if you really want to. You're gonna have to work hard and keep positive!! You've got to KNOW that you'll make it. 
Best of luck to you - and God bless. Hugs, Lee
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