Thank you all for your kindness and support, it really means a lot.
Byz: Thank you so much, it means more than you know.
Sannah: I have been taking it day by day so progress is hard to spot right now but perhaps in the future it will make a difference. I feel like I can’t tell her anything yet. I get too embarrassed to talk about anything related to SI. I guess that will come with time as well. I’m trying but it’s hard. Everything is falling apart, I feel so small and weak, like nothing I do matters. I feel helpless, like the walls are caving in, suffocating me as I try to gasp for air. I’m trying to hope for the best but I’m expecting the worst. I’m starting to think that only I can’t do it, like everyone else is capable of getting help and stopping but me.
Puzz: I hope you are able to overcome all that stands in your way. Recovery is possible, being free of SI and the things that control us can happen. Keep on trying, take things slowly and keep your head up. I will be here if you ever need me.
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