I have not been feeling great lately. So I have not written here. Nor have I been doing much to write about on those days I have attempted to post here. But I did put up a little 3 foot christmas tree. Thats huge for me considering I have not done that for 2 or 3 years. someone suggested it. I told her that I am not ready yet to resume putting up trees. But my own words haunted me. Until the next morning when I just put up a small tree and put lights and some flowers and balls on it. I am enjoying having it in my bedroom even though it took the spot that was dedicated to my humidifer, which now is likely angry about the entire situation. Probably is saying, I work so hard for her, and then she throws me aside when something prettier and shinier comes along. Anyway, I put up a little tree several days ago. Now I have to go water my plant before it droops further.