Hi crew, I've replied in your thread in the Survivors of Abuse forum, but also wanted to add here that yes, we too have body memories and yes, they are revolting and horrendous and suck! I have to say though, I don't think mine have ever shown themselves as obvious quite like yours has for you this time round. I have unexplainable bruises regularly (but gets explained away with DID - you know what I mean...), but mostly they are acute hurts/pain/illness with not much to show for it except for the hows and whys in my bottomless brain. I'm so sorry this is happening for you. Like the first time wasn't pain and hurt enough. You do not deserve it this time, or any other time.
(((((((((((((crew))))))))))))))
kp