wtf. Now I am replying to myself.

Just got back from Christmas breakfast with my work group.

could barely hold it together without exploding.

Thank God I have one friend at work. What a huge help that is.

The rest, I cannot trust them further than I can spit. Actually I can trust them, to take every advantage and opportunity to press their agenda by walking over anyone else.

At least i have an income. I cannot call it a job, or work, as there is very little to do most of the time. All I have to do is sit here and endure 8 1/2 hours a day, 5 days a week, watching the clock turn so so slowly. I think prison time might be a bit like this.

I have not felt so ****** for a long time. going off meds for a few months might have been a bad idea.

babble babble babble babble

why bother

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