another digestive attack. Ok for the past week i have been constipated. not the painful kind just didnt haft to go for a week. all of a sudden i had a normal bowl movement. a big one not some small bunny crap kind but a lincoln log. So i thought hey maybe things are improving. its not diarrhea so that must be good. well today i payed. i had diarrhea. it burned, and just felt like someone was ripping my insides out. i was crying. I am now scared to eat any food. So this morning i had a eggs benidicts and then got diarrhea. Now for supper i had a 1/4 cup of cheese a pickle 2 cups of apple sauce and a cup of juice and pickle juice. so i then see my grandma eating pizza and for the first time i was revolted. revolted of pizza. Now the great american food pizza im revolted by. oh my system allready makes me sick of hamburgers, pork produces, speghetti, and any fat fried food. the pain i feel makes me not want to eat. and in a way my eating disorder caters to it cause i can eat just puke it up after. I have allways had this problem. so dont blame it on my eating disorder. i have had this problem since i was 16 and my eating disorder started 10 months ago. im just sick of this.