Ah, c'mon, Kvinn! Lighten up!
Maybe next time you think of going off your meds, you'll think twice. You were feeling ok
because of the meds!
Your present perspective is very colored by your depression. Keep telling yourself that things aren't as bad as they seem.
Now that you're back on meds, you'll be feeling better... um... after the initial side effects wear off. Just accept it and it will go easier for you. It's a small tunnel you have to get through, that's all.
Babble all you want. It helps, too.

"For unto us a Son is given..."
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.