I have watched my son experience the same s/e as you when it comes to wanting to do something but the energy just isn't there.... is this a s/e of the meds or of the illness or both? I guess one way to decide is to ask yourself can I get up and move or do I choose to sit idle and wait... Every now and then we all need a push..an outside person in our lives that provides that external motivation that we are lacking at different times in our lives. Just because the energy has slipped doens't mean that we can't get moving just a little and that moving may need to come from someone other than ourselves... Do you have a support person that can help you get started??? I would also caution that even the smallest step is a victory...so just thinking about it and writing about it is an excellent beginning right!
I have become my son's champion motivator and even when he says no I don't think so, I compromise with him to do something other than nothing and in the end he is happier that he did something to make a slight change.... And by the way- if the bills are not getting paid by the insurance or you have a deliquent co-pay issue- I would contact a case manager at your insurance company to obtain assistance. All insurance companies have case managers and depending on your type of insurance denial of care because of a bill could be consider illegal (if you have MA)...Reach out to them and get back to your doc...a slight change in your meds could be made and make for better roads ahead