Well, I made it through the Christmas party ok. I was very anxious but managed to make it ok through the whole thing. I got a $10 gift certificate and some gifts from the mental health workers. It was nice. I did see a few people I knew, but only 2 that I cared to talk to. The rest aren't worth knowing, really. They're just plain stuck up and rude.

I did get really annoyed with my boyfriend at the party, but I guess that's a given anymore. Now I just have to deal with breaking up with my boyfriend, which will take a lot more effort on my part.

We got to eat a really good meal at the party, too. Lately, we haven't had anything to eat. I mean my boyfriend's dad bought us some meat, but we don't have anything to go with it. So we've been living off of eating chicken, pork chops, deer venison, and whatever else we can think of, which isn't much. I'm really desperate for food right now so today's meal was a relief from wondering how and when we're gonna eat.