BUMPING THIS UP...

FIRST I want to apologize for not putting a trigger sign on this when I did it I was brand new and didn't know what they all meant..as I like blue and it has a ? I used that ..I pray I didnt freak anyone out

SECOND I am soooo sorry I never did come back to give a thoughtful reply to each of you.,.I do that nowdays but back then I meant to and failed
I felt so much LESS ALONE because of your replies and have reread all of them ..thank you...I am going to move forward with this one and pay anyone who replies the respect they deserve