Thank you Lex. I do not know what you mean by yours is not as bad because bad is bad. Mine is a huge mix of really bad %#@&#! and *some* is SO freakish in nature that I have never read ANYONE on ANY psych board post close to it...so I didn
t ever tell my T.....or anyone and still can't bummer is I am glad I didn't tell T now cause being we dont see one another much I could have ended up feeling like he didn't fight harder to see me because of THAT ...He said he felt I didnt trust him once on this but I always felt and hold to the fact that it wasnt TRUST I would feel so ugh I cannot think of the word but icky to say what happened..I said MOST of it but not one huge thing...I will add to this but I wanted to get this off my chest