I don't think I have any wise advice because you have moved maybe past me to FEELING and all...me I am still kinda like its something I saw on TV....I do think a good T would be of help to you....I dont know but I dont think anyone can do it all by themselves.....I am so sorry you have had so many creeps in your life..not all men are like that.....I hope this is not the same bf you are with

I am just so sorry and here for you any time you wanna talk..well in 20 minutes I have to go to bed its almost 230 here but most of the time I seem to be around or a PM away