I'm a highschool senior too. Although I only have three classes this year, I feel so numb when I'm at school, like I'm never really there. But it hasnt just been this year, even last year with a full schedule. I'm just there cause I have to be. No one really notices.
As far as normal, I'd say a lot of people deal with it, and you dont notice. But its not something good to be living with. Talk to people, anyone. School counselors? I dont know. I know here they're pretty much useless unless you want to take SAT's.
Just letting you know I'm here, and I understand cause I'm at the same viewpoint as you. Not that everybody else doesnt understand, cause we're all there sometime, right? Always good to have all the perspectives.
I'm just blabbing now, I should shush.
Kay
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