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Originally Posted by Bmeyeho2
Hi horsecab, i just read what you posted. i too feel alone. And i feel alone here. i know it is just my depression getting the better of me, plus loneliness. The few friends i have live in other states and i have not seen my Pdoc for two weeks now. i no longer have a Tdoc and i am a 24/7 caretaker of my mom. i do not go to movies, or anything much for fun. i play on the computer, i watch movies, and i cook, clean, give medications, go food shopping and drive my mom to doctor appointments. So...I get what i can when i can. i too pick the wrong people to make friends. i am very intimidated by the healthier people. i feel i have to hide so much about the mental illness and the doctors etc. And i am no longer able to go to places where other normal people hang out. But you never know... maybe tomorrow will bring something new for you and me. i really have not provided you with any support. i do apologize. i believe i just wanted to talk. Please excuse me.
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I am very alone. It is hard to have to hide so much from people as they ask how I am and I say great !!! But inside I am crying and having panic attacks. And I too do not feel worthy. I related to a lot of what you said. I am glad you wrote here.
