Sleeps...
I could not share everything with T either. I did try, but the words just got stuck.
I finally just had to write the biggest yuckiest stuff down. I wrote them in black magic marker so I could see how black and cancerous they were, then I took them outside to the backyard and burnt them.
Did I heal from that? Nope. But a little bit of the poisonous infection oozed out and the fever broke.
Petunia