Thank you Chronic.

My T has been off work this week, and doesn't accept phone calls. Oh well.

I did see my psychiatrist yesterday, and had a quick talk with him about my emotions, sleep issues, and increased seizure activity that's being going on for the past month or two. Being complicated, the answer to my misery isn't the easiest either. My psychiatrist quickly reminded me that my daughter is just that ~ young. It's my responsiblity to get through my emotions. True...and sucky...but that's the reality in life.

He wasn't a jerk about it ~ just kind of "matter of fact". As I cried, he encouraged me to talk about the hurt, rather than repressing the pain. Although I don't like to talk about it, I did, and that helped me a little. My psychiatrist also reminded me to not pull away from everyone, but to try to work with my ex-hub on co-parenting. (My instinct is to pull away in pain ~ but I can't do that & expect to have a good relationship with my girls.) Another thing to work through I guess