According to my friends I am Psycotic, which comes as a bit of a shock to me, tomorrow is my visit to my T and i think I shall bring it up eith him, I have been speaking to one of my friends and he told me that when he looks into my eyes he sees nothing, now what does that tell you what kind of a person i am, he siad that i have the capiblities to actually kill sum1 and feel no remorse over it he said that if I ever do kill sum1 he would kill me and I do belive he would, thing is I think about killing people every day and sumtimes I even think of the sickest ways to do it, I don't know whats happening to my mind but whatever it is I don't like and I'm scared that one day I will actualy act out these feelings.