I've decided I have no life. I don't really do anything...not like there is anything to do around here. I just sit here and get online, clean a little, and just think about all my problems. I can't seem to get a handle on anything these days. If there were anything to do around here, I'd be doing it. I'm 5 miles from the nearest store, 15 miles from any kind of establishment like YMCA, drop-in center, mental health center...even farther if you want to go bowling or shopping or anything like that. You see I live in the country and have no transportation. The nearest thing is the post office. Yay. We can all hang out there. NOT! Anyways, my life is so boring and uneventful. I need excitement, friends, something to do.

I was just reading 6 pages of posts and realized that maybe I shouldn't post about my boyfriend anymore since I do it all the time, don't take the advice I'm given right away, and it leaves people very frustrated with me. Oh, well. Maybe I should just keep it to myself, I don't know. Sometimes I just feel like I'll go crazy if I keep anything inside my head for long.