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I am very depressed. Three days ago I had to tell my fiance whom I love very much to leave. He relasped. I was concerned for my safety and that of my daughter. He is an alcoholic and addict. It was the hardest thing I ever did (kicking him out). I haven't been able to sleep or eat. I wanted to post earlier but I was too emotional. I feel like its my fault. I feel like a failure. I am spending New Years alone. I just want the pain to go away. I don't have anyone to talk to. Most people I know are very judgmental. I've been taking my meds, mom told me I better. I am so lonely right now. I am scared.
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