I am sorry Jill if I have hurt you - I never wanted to post this info at all. I can only assume that by trying to explain things, it has made them worse.
My pdoc and T are out of their element in what to do, what meds to try.
I know that you think of me, Jill, and you know how very much I care about everyone on here. It is the reason that I have been silent - I never wanted to hurt or upset anyone.
I am sorry.