I finally made it thru all the waiting to see the Rheumatologist that I was referred to. The waiting wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. After a day or two, I was able to focus on other things.

Now however, I'm waiting again. This time for all the test results. Once again I'm sure I'll get busy with all the holiday stuff and the time will pass but now I'm experiencing fear.

I'm wondering where is the most appropriate place to talk about fear. I suppose it is anxiety that causes us to focus on all the what ifs. When you feel like @#$% and you're having all kinds of tests, can you help but feel a bit of fear?

Maybe faith in a higher power will help. Anyone else have some ideas? I'd appreciate your good vibes. Thanks.