Totally with you, Aries. A lot of things feel strange and wrong if you can't stop thinking about them. But really it is totally natural and fine
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What if you slept? And what if in your sleep you dreamed?
And what if in your dreams you went to
heaven and there you plucked a strange and
beautiful flower?
And what if when you awoke you
had the flower in your hand?
Ah! What then?
Samuel Taylor Coleridge