Kvinn, that outpatient program is good. After beeing hospitalized a year and a half ago, I attended three weeks of it. In Nov. of last year, I still wasn't feeling like I was out of the hole so I attended another three weeks of outpatient therapy. One of the benefits that took me back was that I could talk to my shrink almost every day. They do monitor your meds much better.
Maybe I was very lucky but even when I was in the hospital, it was a very positive thing for me. I look back on that time as one of the more special times in my life. I'm very thankful that was where I wound up instead of any other alternatives.
Wise men still seek Him.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.