I finally made the decision to switch therapists. It's just too hard for me to keep doing treatment with him, when deep down inside I really love him. I've showed him, I've told him but he will not recripicate. I wrote him a letter explaining exactly how I felt. He told me that my feelings were narcissistic, that I was only thinking of myself in the relationship. I guess the best thing for me to do is to find somebody new. As hard as it's gonna be, it's something that must be done.