i had a similiar dream about a spree killer with two long pigtails and a machine gun trying to hunt me down. my therapist suggested the killer was a suppressed part of my own personality that i am afraid of. in fact i think he was talking about my anger and rage that slowly came to the surface in the following weeks and months of my therapy.

last night i dreamed about being raped by two guys. actually i wasn't really raped but pinned down on the bed under these two guys who then had sexual intercourse. My first thought was that i must have been sexually abused as a girl and have totally suppressed any memory of it. another idea is that i am probably afraid of my own sexuality, my life force that might help me in my fight against depression...

well, who knows.