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i have a lot of awesome friends, and a t. the pressure is just adding up more quickly than i can handle. my grandparents are here now and they want me to live with my dad which i just can't do. my mom thinks she's this amazing mom when she usually does more damage than good. i'm trying to go stay with my aunt til the situation clears up. hopefully that will happen. i talked to my t and i decided to get totally sober, no weed no drinking. i ended up deciding not to cut today, which has always been a struggle for me. i couldn't have done any of this without all the support i get from my friends. i just am worried cause i don't see the situation getting better, but im taking away my coping methods even if they aren't the best
@radien, thank you so much *hugs* i love you too, and you mean so much to me!
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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