why does this month make so many ppl sad, i allways get stressed trying to do all the things that need doing with the little money we have , then there is wat do you get the children when there is so many things out there that are just crazes then there are the things they need , i allways try to get my children some new clothes and allways ask wat they want but it doesnt mean they will get the things they ask for , because some things are just not availble,
and this time of year everyone is more stressed than any other time i normally come up in a rash on my arms which is allready here and i have been crying a lot more than normal with everything that has been going on around me i just hope i can last untill the new year then things will be looking better , i have decided to go back to the docs even though she didnt think she needed to see me untill the new year.