I just want off this ride. It's time to go home and see my family that have gone on before me. I am tired. Not specifically suicidal, no plans. But a nice vacation from life for awhile would be nice. Switched Celexa to morning dose to help me sleep at night, then forget to take morning dose several days in a row. Switching back to night time because I allways take those.
Shoot, I have plans up to the next month, things I have to do, but I would rather go home and leave it to someone else.
I have to finish my crochet and knitting projects by a certain time, time for some is just about past, and one is due febuary 1st. Guess I should see these through. Daughter hasn't had kids yet or gotten married, and two others haven't either. I have six kids. son is autistic, so he will never marry or have kids as he's severe. But I have those three girls.... I have reasons for sticking around. But I am tired and sore, and miss my parents as messed up as they were.