SJ,

Yeah, that sounds like me, too! I don't "fly" really high, nor for very long, so normally I go between "feeling like %#@�!" to "wanting to be dead". Since I started taking lithium I don't have nearly as many s-------- ideations, though, so that's a good thing.

I've noticed you've really been down lately...I'm so sorry. I know how I feel when I'm like that, and my heart really goes out to you. No one should ever have to feel that way. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk about it--I'm thinking of you.

DJ