Thanks - I went to a day treatment after the first time but told them I didn't really want to go back this time - I didn't feel the people there really listened to me when I thought I was begging for help and that's why I ended up back at the hospital the second time.

What's hard is that I live alone and having to motivate myself to battle the depression and do everything I need to do is really difficult sometimes. And it just doesn't seem fair.