Thanks for the support all, brings me tears. Good tears. I got out today and shipped somethings for my little one. Okay, I can still do amazing things! Into one medium suitcase I packed a twin eggcrate mattress cover, a set of twin sheets, a flannel sheet, a comforter, a pair of boots(yes in a plastic bag sillys), a card, 5 boxes of Bazooka Bubble gum! Ta da!

No walking really, just in and out of stores etc. She bleached her clothes, has never done wash. She needs undies and such. But I sent her a new pair of pjas and warm socks. Hopefully gramma will get the underwear as I emailed her last night and asked as I told her about quitting my job.

I spoke with people about my 401K and I am taking a large hit by taking it. I am waiting till Jan for income tax purposes and I am going to pay down and off as much as I can.

The dogs love me home, my son's dashchund even knows to lay on my cold feet.

I have to check out insurance for the "poor" in my state. I know stuff about olders but not youngers.

You know those ridiculus stuffed animals the post office has? I got one and put it in the package with nice things for my daughter.

I did a little today. It is dark now so I want to do no more. It was hard to have an email from the agency director answering a question I had asked. Of course he said no. Didn't imagine much else. Time will heal this as well. My worth is not my job, my job is not my worth.