This is depression and anxiety....

I went to see my therapist. I was up all night crying, exhausted. I am still having trouble eating...I can't function at all.

I am so exhausted...It has been one year since I did anything...I took a summer class...but barely made it. I did finish the paper.

She (therapist) thinks I may have attachment issues related to my parents.

I can't even drive myself to her office. I freak out. I am so miserable. She said the driving is a sign of independence and that I don't trust myself. I don't feel like the same person I used to be....where did I go? This is crazy...

She told me to drive around in my car until I get used to it again.

Before I met this guy I had a very minor phobia of highways...I have no idea what is going on with me.

EXHAUSTION