Who I Really Am

I am ... worthless
The main thing about me is ... i fail

I always... try
I feel most like me when ... with my children

What I like most about a person is ... acceptance

I will be ... rejected
I get angry when ... other people are hurt
I feel happiest when ... my children say they love me.

I believe in ... other people
One thing I want to accomplish is ... breaking the cycle of rejection with my children.

What I like most about myself is ... nothing. I mean it. Nothing.

I hate it when ... people see me as I see myself.
I was ... rejected as a child
I feel least like me when ... people praise me.

If you really knew me ... you would turn away
I feel weakest when ... i fail to live up to the expectations others have of me
When I feel angry I ... punish myself
On a rainy day I like to ... watch tv and try to escape

I feel good when I remember ... my grandma loving me

When I'm alone I feel ... safe
Most of all I really want ... to be accepted
I was the type of child who ... others laughed at
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ... one thing? Everything.

I feel strongest when ... I do something for others
On a beautiful day I like to ... watch the sea
My favorite passtime is ... passing time
When I feel happy, I like to ... forget how I hate myself.
If my relationship with my children were to end, ... I would never forgive myself

My Child Within is ... afraid, alone, unloved, unloveable

Who I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be ... capable

Most people don't know that I ... hate myself more tthan they could ever hate me

I give the impression of ... being confident

The mask I wear is ... convincing

On the surface I am ... secure

The game I play is ... Lets pretend

I hide behind ... anything

I wear makeup because ... I don't. Nothing exterior changes what I am.

The clothes I wear indicate ... I don't care about myself.

The car I drive shows that ... I protect my family

My job or profession shows others that ... I serve otehrs

The real me hides under ... anything and everything

How long I've been pretending is ... for ever

How often I pretend is ... always